Friday, March 2, 2012

Thoughts.

So, here lately, I've been feeling a little different in my head. I think my anorexia is coming back. :(  I was diagnosed with anorexia when I was like 12 or something, and it was brought on by my sperm donor telling me that I was fat and wasn't pretty, and all the people school bullied me. So they weren't helping me.
But when I found out I was pregnant with my son, I made myself eat, and keep it down , and my body wasn't used to that.So it just stored the food as fat, instead of it digesting . And so I went from 125 to 177 . 
And my postpartum  wait was 157. And now that my incision is completely healed from the c-section. 
I plan on doing the natural way and healthy way to lose weight. With vitamins, excercise and lovely eating healthy <3


Wish me luuck (:

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